Overthink

I hate to complain since I consider myself very lucky in a lot of aspects of life but recently I've been feeling very un-dave like recently. I've considered myself over the last couple of years to be a prime example of an optimist but I'm struggling with certain areas of life as of late. I think I'm kind of depressed and just the very thought of that makes me even more depressed. Introspection over the past 7-8 months has been working wonders on myself up until now. I believe that it may have something to do with facebook. I have become almost to the point of addicted to checking and over-thinking facebook activities due to my job conditions of always being on a computer. I've never really been a jealous guy up until this point in my life and it's confusing why suddenly I'm becoming this way. Also I've decided this week that I cannot live in Massachusetts anymore due to many factors. As much as I love my cape people, I've just outgrown this place and have grown accustomed to the florida conditions and the people. I feel so torn about a lot of things recently and I'm actually losing sleep over it. I don't want to grow another day older and when I sit down and think about it I get pretty sad over the people that I'm gradually slipping away from. The reason I'm confused is because I have been doing really well at work and figured that my overall morale should be up but I'm feeling like I'm missing someone. I'm such a hopeless romantic that it pains me to leave certain people for a prolonged period of time. Anyways, I'm rambling pretty badly at this point so I'm headed to bed and finishing xmas shopping tomorrow. Peace always, DP